Tuesday, February 28, 2006
the ghost of you
nowadays i seem to put song titles as my post titles.
especially at my lj.
why eh? i dono. k nvm.
i'm tired. work was a constant just now.
crowd and customers coming in every 5 minutes.
it's the convention time again,
so my store will be extra busy.
with the IT exhibition coming up,
man, i'll be damn tired.
just now i was conquering the bar.
coolness ah. doing solo at the bar.
like, crazy man. i'm surprised i kept my calm.
put me there to do solo bar 4 mths ago,
i would have pee and shit in my pants.
i need my slp.
burst veins @
12:59 AM
Friday, February 24, 2006
I Have Ten Friends And a Crowbar That Says You Ain't.
work was ok.
everything is ok.
it's good to be the one of the senior ones in store.
i can bully ppl.
lol.
"go bussing pls! help me check condiment bar! can u help me wipe the glass door?"
yeah.
anyway, our anniversary date is on 29th of april 2005.
this year, there's no 29 in feb.
so does it still count as 1 year?
or 364 days?
lol. lame right lame.
ok. bored.
bye.
burst veins @
12:04 AM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
the angel from my nightmare.
had a dream.
that my neighbour was stabbed by her husband coz she nagged too much.
she does!
she can nag at him and all he will do is keep quiet and sit one corner
while she go around our corridor telling us how useless her husband is.
we don't care and we dowan to know ok?
anyway, about the dream.
supposedly i saw myself walking along my corridor to the lift,
(the neighbour's house is located near the lift, at the end of my corridor)
when i saw a pool of blood outside my neighbour's door.
on further inspection, i saw my neighbour lying face up,
eyes wide open and with a knife pierced through her chest.
and her husband was crying with his hands filled with blood.
i couldn't scream at all and i stood rooted to the ground.
and then the husband approached me.
and.....
then i woke up.
i know. wrong scene to wake up.
wondering whether he'd stab me as well, or cry for help.
hmmm..
burst veins @
11:25 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
behind these hazel eyes.
5 more weeks to my boy's P.O.P.
or as he and the kids' boys always say, "P.O.P ohhhhh!"
heh. i miss him already.
and i miss the kids also.
gang,
bile mau lepak lagik?"anyway, man u lost.
after 85 yrs of defeating pool in an fa cup draw,
we lost.
scored by crouch, no less,
the person they called a flop.
i bet he would be saying, "who's the flop now ah?"
poor smith. get well soon boy.
will be having an interview tmr.
wish me luck man.
i need it.
thanks to everyone who say their condolences about my hp.
lol.
i'm ok now.
really i am. not kidding!
k bye?
burst veins @
10:39 PM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
ok.i'm cool.
i've decided.
maybe there's a blessing in losing the phone.
maybe i'll get an even better phone.
like N70 or N90?
hah. fat hope.
but i'm just trying to console myself.
isn't that what sad and depressed ppl always do?
console themselves silly even though it doesn't work?
yeah..i guess i'm ok.
no use thinking about it
and making my life stop in a standstill over a phone.
right.
moving on.
meeting the boy tmr.
that, i can't wait.
5 days seems to be getting longer and longer.
the 1st 2 mths was bearable.
it was as though friday came very soon.
but now, since he had been extended for another 3 more mths,
it is hell.
glad it's only 2 mths left.
i'm so contradicting myself. but whatever k.
my
pasal.
working tmr.
yeay.
miss my twinny,
linda.
burst veins @
9:25 PM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
i just wanna cry.
dear boyfriend a.k.a my fireman,
i seriously don't blame u for my lost phone. i blame the fact that u have a thief for a friend and u still dowan to blame anybody. why are u so sweet. if i were u, i would scream my head off. but i'm not. i'm lucky to have u.. haiz..
but still!! i can't stop crying!!! my photos!! my everything!! argh. sincerely,
me.
burst veins @
7:29 PM
argh.argh.argh.
i am sick today. vomitted twice.
out came everything. cool.
but still i went to work.
not one to give up. managed to work, although slowly.
and angrily.
glad someone will take over my shift tmr
coz i am tired!
made a partner recalled calling a drink EIGHT times!
i was like, "recall."
she called back, i said, "recall."
again, she called back, i said, "recall."
she was calling the drink wrongly eight times.
yeah, the new partner.
on the 8th try, she gave up.
after 4 customers had gone, i told her, "i still want u to recall that drink."
my manager and full time partner were telling me, "yes ah ayu! good job."
she has to learn what. i was taught that way.
now it's payback time. lol.
and 6 of my partners are busy with o level thingy.
finding school and all that shit.
2 of them are still in the "i dono where to go" stage.
and the mere mention of ite make them wince.
pls, grow up, ite is no longer about drop-outs, rejects
or those who can't pass their bloody o.
sure, alot of gangsters or budak2 jahat are in there,
but guess what? when ite students graduate,
employers and companies are knocking on their doors
for their skills. coz we learn things hands-on.
and when my ite friends went to poly to further their studies,
my poly friends were the one lagging behind
and had to ask my ite friends for help.
eat that suckas.
hate to ruin ur reputation with the "i went to ite and i'm ashamed" label?
then don't go. go la salle or nafa.
only ite has ur course or u only qualify for that course in ite?
then too bad.
argh. it's up to the individual to be influenced by others k.
just do ur own shit and study damn fucking hard
and u'll do as well as poly or jc graduates.
luckily i am not that close to the 2 partners
or i'll ask them to suck my balls.
and luckily i have none.
burst veins @
1:37 AM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
thank u. thank u very nice.
i would like to take this opportunity to thank:---
1)middlebrough for thrashing chelsea 3-0. not a big thrashing but it is. so shut up jose mourinho. but u're still charming.
2)those who welcome me back on to the cyber world.
3)my family for always standing by me.
4)my friends for being my friends.
5)my fireman for taking good care of me, for making sure i always get to eat even though u are in camp and u can't be there physically.
heh. reading all this back makes me think that i'm on the verge on dying. lol.
p.s: thank to photos.yahoo.com for deleting my 500++ photos!! do u know how sad and angry i feel? it's undescribable!! 20 albums, 500++ photos, gone!!! argh!! i wanna cry..
burst veins @
10:33 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
ramblings.
i need a job.
i need time to re-do everything in the cyber world.
i need to upload alot of pics.
i need to gain alot of weight. 39kg isn't nice.
i need to be a better person.
i need to be less spendthrift.
i need money.
i need you.
pronto.
burst veins @
1:27 AM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
now i realise...
watching the grammys now.
now i realise john legend is cute.
heh.
anyway, the outside seating of my store has changed.
the chairs are much more comfy.
but u know what?
bussing is a killer.
i am small, for the love of mankind.
the tables and chairs are arranged so close to each other
that i had a hard time manouvering my tub full of plates/cups/trash
from one end to the other.
and customers, i am not ur dog.
we are not ur fucking dogs.
we are human beings just like u and me.
sure we may not be working in an office
or wearing formal office wear like u.
but we are still humans.
if there's no one making the bloody drinks for u,
not just at starbucks, any other cafes too,
u guys will be sleeping on ur desks.
so pls, don't throw the money on the counter
as though we owe u money.
or we are begging u for money.
if u dowan to give it to our hands,
kindly put it down on the counter and slide it towards us.
and no fucking way am i gonna be polite to u no matter what.
burst veins @
11:46 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
LOL!
some news are meant to surprise u.
some news are meant to shock u.
some news are meant to tickle u silly.
some news are meant to make u laugh.
some news are meant to make u cry.
some news are meant to left u speechless.
BUT!
THAT FUCKING PIECE OF NEWS IS THE TOPS MAN!!!!!
IT IS FUCKING EVERYTHING!!!!!
LOL!!!!!
haiz.
so shd i laugh or cry now?
*speechless*
burst veins @
11:27 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
i.. am.. so.. sad..
i work like a dog and all i got was that amt?
argh.
can i cry now?
burst veins @
12:25 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
i am so back.
hi ppl.
missed me?
i miss myself.
i miss my rantings.
i miss my blabberings.
i miss everything in the cyber world.
and i miss you guys!!!
lol. i'm still the lame bitch that i was.
life's been good.
work's been great.
friends have been fantastic.
family have been awesome.
boyf has been kick-ass.
will be changing my skin soon, i promise.
just bear with me k.
and if i got the same skin as yours, sorry ya.
love y'all.
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10:20 PM
