Sunday, May 22, 2005
life.
i'm having a high fever.
39.57 degrees celsius to be exact.
is that high?
i think so.
i feel like collapsing.
this is the effect of someone who has just started working
for the 1st time ever in her entire life.
the effect of going into an airconditioned environment,
to out in the open,
to standing a long time,
to skipping her meals.
it has taken a toll on my body.
but the funny thing is, i don't feel like quitting.
not coz i don't want to.
but i want to taste my 1st ever pay by sweating it out.
i'm a weak person with weak immune system.
serious.
but i don't want people to say i'm weak.
no way.
argh.
poor mom. she's so worried sick about me.
she wants me to stop working this line
and find a proper job.
but i can't see myself working in an office environment,
a 9-5 job.
that's so not me.
haiz.
tell me what am i supposed to do.
Starhub is having this promotion for non-subscribers
to watch all Starhub channel for free.
for one whole month, you'll get to watch AXN, HBO etc.
but only one channel a day.
so if u miss a channel,
TOO BAD. hehe.
tune your tv till you see it.
and since my family isn't subscribing to HBO,
and currently, HBO is free at Channel 01,
my dad has been watching it from just now.
he intends to subscribe to it.
lah.
yoda is such a beautiful creature.
he really is.
i need to buy episode 4, 5 and 6.
i want to get turned on watching yoda.
hahahahaha...
so i'll be working on tuesday, wednesday, thursday and sunday.
all 8 hours each.
the manager wants to speed up my training.
but he doesn't know that it's tiring.
haiz.
my sis said suffer now, later2, can relax.
yeah right.
tell that to my body.
oh! being a trainee means, not knowing what to do
but you are being trained to do what you are supposed to do.
so don't act as though i supposed to know everything
and anything like you do.
i've only work for like 3 times!
not like months or years like any of you ok.
fuck. don't use that tone on me.
but nvm, i'll just do my job and pretend you don't even exist.
you are pretty but seriously stucked up.
i want to be independant.
i don't want to be the spoilt brat who depends on her parents for EVERYTHING.
yes, i lead a good life.
my family has my back.
but i need to stand up on my own.
why am i talking so ye-ye tonight?
heh.
ok ah.
i want to sleep.
tmr, i'll need to go for my typhoid jab.
will it be painful?
hope not.
and i've 116 pictures to upload.
mati ar.edited//
k. photos up.
burst veins @
11:40 PM
