Thursday, May 12, 2005
i'm excited, sad, scared, anxious. oh wat the hell.
Excited:
i'll be starting my training today.
at 6 in the evening.
at tanjong pagar at capital tower.
will be meeting new girls [note: girls. i can't get along with girls well.],
learning new things. will be working.
and i'll be an independant toad soon too.
u guys shd know how DEPENDANT i am to other ppl especially my loved ones and friends.
The Kids should know. HEH.
Scared:
same as the above. i've a thing of meeting new people.
i'm friendly. too friendly at times.
i can click with almost everyone.
but meeting new people, i tend to look fierce.
i don't know why, i'll just start to frown
but by the end of the day, i'll start smiling.
Sad:
Basically, just now, was my unofficial last day of school.
Last day is on the 18th, my examination day.
so we don't need to come to school till then.
there was a tinge of sadness in the AVA room.
i can feel it. and when i shook hands with my other classmates,
we were like, "jumpe kat luar tegor eh!"
[say hi when we meet outside eh!]
and the guys went, "jumpe kat dlm tekong!"
[meet in tekong!]
sweetness.
i'll blog about my ITE life after the 18th. :(
i'll miss ITE life.
Anxious:
Reality hit me hard just now.
What am i going to do after school now?
go Higher Nitec?
can i make it through Higher Nitec with my GPA which i doubt will be enough?
should i start working?
oh god. this is the time i wish i am back in school.
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Project presentation just now was rocking.
like
kin had said, i think my group and hers are the only uncomplete and mepekest one.
good effort by
alif n tweet for doing all the jobs for
khus n me and
kin n khai respectively.
we 4 are eternally grateful for you 2.
i love how simple yet stunning the video made by my clsmates,
reza, hus, sylvester and jian bao.
very emo, very touching, very sweet, very sad and so A Walk To Remember.
and the rest of the groups had put in alot of effort.
good job!
and oh, note to self, prepare something when have to present a project.
heh.
so wish me luck guys!
i need it!
burst veins @
12:06 AM
