Monday, May 23, 2005
down and out.
went to the doc just now.
my temperature was 38.90 degrees celsius.
i have mc for tmr.
and doc gave me bloody big tablets.
no trouble swallowing them
but the after-taste lingered around longer than it should.
doc said i have swollen tonsils.
what the heck is that.
but i know that it is painful when doc pressed it.
i'm such a weakling.
i'm ashamed of myself.
but my sister in law said, i am probably not used to working life.
hence the fever.
everything is cold to the touch.
i'm perspiring but i'm feeling cold.
and my head feels heavy.
feel like dying.
don't know how dying feels like but i can just imagine
that it is like this.
tuhan saje yg tahu ape aku rase.
so i've been sick twice in a month.
mom said savings from the metal box is not just for me,
it's for the whole family
but it seems i'm the one who used it alot.
hahaha.. she was being sarcastic but she was smiling when she said that.
i know she was just kidding.
love u mom.
so now, i've just measured my temperature again.
it's getting higher, not lower.
39.69 degrees celsius.
the more i lie in bed, the worst i feel.
i should walk about, fight the bloody fever.
i'm alone right now at home.
so scared i might faint alone.
mom, lil butterfly and sis in law, bro just went out.
can't wait for sis and dad to come back.
mom asked if i can be alone.
of coz i can.
ok ah.
staring at the screen gives me a headache.
burst veins @
7:55 PM
