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Thursday, May 05, 2005
direct from lj. and something else.

i am sick since yesterday.
a fever dat made me cold to the touch although it was HOT yesterday.
wore a sweater and i still felt cold.
swallowed 3 panadols.
i tink it was a mistake.
i've never ate 3 panadols in one go.

so i ended up puking every single thing dat was put into my mouth.
for the whole lot of yesterday, i didn't eat a single thing.
went home, dad fed me 2 mouthful of rice.
bad mistake again, i puked the whole thing out.
woke up at 1am to puke.
and again at 2am, 3am, 5am, 7am, 8am and again at 9am to puke.
so u can say, i didn't have a good night sleep.

the worst ever was at 5am, where i had just finished puking
and i decided to lie down in bed
but i could feel the vomit building up again.
rushed to the toilet and puked again.
and my vomit was so blackish and so thick that i actually cried.
i looked such a sad sight, kneeling on all fours in the toilet.

it sucked big time to be puking alot when dere wasn't anything in your stomach.
and when i said dere wasn't anything in my stomach,
i really mean it.
i didn't eat a single thing at all yesterday.
alif fed me a nugget and some fries
and khus gave me some fries,
that too went out from my system.

right now, my brain is swimming in my head.
i feel so drained out from puking alot.
just finished eating porridge.
i can feel it wanting to come out but i'm forcing it down.
i can't walk. if i could, i would have gone to the doctor.

watched Wet Dreams with the usual suspects except for faliq on Tuesday.
dat show is so funny, hilarious and outright dirty.
i laughed so hard coz well.. it is damn hilarious.
now i see cup noodles in a different light.

and do u noe how glad am i dat pool won?
very. fuck mourinho and chelsea.
too bad joe cole, frank lampard, john terry and damien duff
are chelsea players.
they are cute.
heh.

alright. i need to rest.

burst veins @ 3:40 PM