Sunday, April 10, 2005
When the sun rises again, I'll be there for you my friend.
this is scary.
was ready to go to bed dis morning at 5.
lied on my back and cuddled my smelly pillow
when suddenly i couldn't breathe properly.
i tried sleeping on my front and it didn't work.
got up, walked ard the house for awhile,
sit on the bed once again.
tried sleeping while sitting
but i was too shagged to stay still.
tried 3, 4 times of sleeping on my back and front
to no avail.
decided to wake my mum up.
i was already starting to kneel
and tried my best to breathe.
mum took mentholatum [spell?], a vicks like vapour rub.
she rubbed it on my back and front and she cuddled me to sleep.
dis is a rare occurance.
but dis is alot worse than i've ever experienced.
so scary, i tot i couldn't see the lights of the day today.
heh. dramatic, exaggerated. wateva.
it WAS very scary.
i was practically wheezing and beating my chest.
i tink i shd really cut down on drinking cold drinks,
biting ice cubes and smoking.
dis is getting out of hand.
but if i do die, pls remember, i love u all, my readers.
<3.
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11:38 AM
