Friday, April 15, 2005
i'm juz so sleepy...
i kept wondering.
am i being heartless?
girls, our hearts are much more gentle.
can be easily swayed or coaxed or persuaded.
but for now, my stubbornness has surprised even my own self.
i'm not happy doing it
but i noe it's for our own good.
n i'm happy to noe dat i'll benefit from it months, years from now.
i'll be more happy.
it's so worth the wait.
to him, thank u for understanding the talk we had last nite.
i'm sorie for being so harsh and rude towards u and all dat.
but i noe wat i've said was the truth and sincere and so true.
and i noe u'll haf a better life without me.
let's move on, stay as frenz.
we'll be better off dat way.
aniwae, prolly going to watch the gig at Planet Paradigm tmr.
see if i haf the kaching or the mood.
coz honestly.. nvm, i myself noe y.
hah. :)
for the 1st tym ever, i went n stayed in skool till 5 on a friday.
how cool is dat?
very.
and i'm getting to having a livejournal.
i'll prolly gonna delete blogger altogether and go private.
we'll see how.
when u all go a hunger strike, i won't delete my blog.
hahahaha..kidding..
i nid to change my layout.
so boring.
burst veins @
11:20 PM
